was falling in love, with someone i know i ben giving it thought and its seems that it has been the best and worst thing for me but hope and love all things that can be a weakness in my opinon. and if they are feelings that only i feel it makes it even more tru. for it henders me advancment, glad it will not be like this forever but i will always remember, this feeling. for me loving someone this much again....will always hurt me.